Fifth Day of Ramadan

It is summer time the month of Ramadan, it is so hot in our area, but beside I continue my fasting, I feel! I have high fever, headache. I keep on praying to let me continue my fasting, my body is so hot. I started thinking, I'm okay when I start my fasting, suddenly I feel warm inside in my body it goes to my head. Then I realized I did a big mistake, may Allah (SWT) will forgive me for my wrong doing. I could not control if I'm in my computer, searching something that I should not be. Then I started thinking about the Hell fire, that I never dream to be with. I remember when I studies the process about the "DAY OF JUDGEMENT" my teacher she used to explain about the significant of Hell fire, what is really is? Do you believe Hell fire? If you want to know my opinion! I would say, YES!! I do really believe the Hell fire. Go back to my previous religion, I'm a catechist during my teen age life, maybe I'm 15 to 18 years old at that time. During summer I used to teach the children about how to pray to God, to be a good children of God, and lead the prayer (Holy Rosary), and novenas, and how to keep our self away from hell fire (by doing good deeds). At that time what I know about hell fire is for those bad people will live there forever. A bad people who killed somebody, husband cheat the wife or the wife cheat the husband, thief, a woman became pregnant without husband, or killed themselves, and they are many major sins that God will never forgive. And all this it keep into my mine until I learned Islam, debating with Muslim people about there character, then I realized that I should not judge that every Muslim are bad, that what we are thinking before. I'm sorry to all my brothers and sister in Islam, I'm just expressing what we are thinking being a christian, this is the truth. Although, I have a close friend of mine who is Muslim father and christian mother. Now go back about hell fire! being a Muslim, Alhamdulillah!! Allah (SWT) says: "And O ye in sin! get ye apart this Day! "Did I not enjoin on you, O ye children of Adam, that ye should not worship satan (evil); for that he was to you an enemy avowed? "And that ye should worship Me, (for that) this was the Straight Way? "But he did lead astray a great multitude of you. Did ye not, then understand? "This is the Hell of which ye were (repeatedly) warned! "Embrace ye the (fire) this day, for that ye (persistently) rejected (truth)." The Day shall We set a seal on their mouths. But their hands will speak to Us, and their feet bear witness, to all that they did. Surat Yasin, 36:59-65 Continuation next post.